Pretending. Not good enough. Trying to be perfect. Wearing masks. Secrets. I feel guilty. Brokenhearted. Grieving. Discouraged and depressed. Stuck. Lost. Why do I keep doing what hurts me? Does my life have a purpose? I want more than this for my life. I'm afraid to sleep, afraid to dream. Angry. Struggling and confused. Feelings. Relationships. Loving. Alone. Abandonment. Have my needs been ignored, denied by others and/or me? Workaholic. Striving to please & achieve.